After Christmas Update and New Goals.

Well the holiday season is slowly coming to a close. How have you all done during this season of sweets treats shared with company and traditional breakfasts and feasts? I managed to make it through without a gain! I actually had a .6lb loss Christmas morning and didn't lose anything the next day, but didn't gain either. Pretty sweet!

 

I have had a hard time since December 1st. I lost 18.9 lbs in the 10 weeks before during my biggest loser challenge and then not a dang ounce in 17 days! I finally lost another lb taking me down to 182 around the 18th. I guess 31 lbs was a plateau point for me? I have to admit though that if I had got my fat butt moving a little more I might not have been having issues. I have hardly gotten any cardio in the last few weeks. I need to quit making excuses...but it's hard! My husbands schedule SUCKS! Seriously. I feel like I never have a second to myself...and when I do it's because I lock myself in the bathroom to go pee in peace for a minute. Literally. Lol. I try to get up before my kids to hop on my elliptical...but inevitably they wake up within minutes of me getting on. Even at 5 am. The past few morning my son has woken up at 4:30. That makes for a really long day. To do anything later in the day I wait for naptime or I wait for hubby to be able to watch the kids. Ha. Then it is already dark out and I don't feel safe running outside in the dark. Plus it's rainy. Lol. EXCUSES need to stop. I need to just figure something out. My kids habits will always continually change and I need to be able to change my routine when they change theirs. I need to suck it up and workout even if it ends up being 10pm before I can. Flip on my DVR and push the elliptical in front of the TV and go at it. Biggst loser starts again Jan. 6th...this season I told myself I would workout while watching it! :) That is my goal. 

 

I have been getting some strength exercise in however. I have been doing the Pilate's workout I posted a few weeks ago and still working on my planks. There is a challenge on Instagram called #merryplanksmas and I am going to try and hit 4 minutes by the end of the month. I am finally getting close! I have a few more days to make it. It's going to be tough though!  I have also been using my Sworkit app for short circuit training/strength stuff. I love that app because you choose what body part you want to work and how long you have and it gives you a workout even if it's only 5 minutes. It's great. Check it out. It's free too!

 

I weighed myself this morning and I weigh 180! 34lbs down! I am so close to being in the 170's! YAY! I haven't been in the 170's in at least 7 years...maybe 8! Once I hit 179 I will be at my half way point for my goal weight. Awesome. I also have 3 lbs to go until my next mini goal of 177. Which I wanted to be at by my birthday because calculating 1.5 lb a week loss when I started put me close. If I lose 1.5 the next 2 weeks I can do it! 177 is what I weighed the day I deliver my oldest. 11 years ago. Crazy. It's kinda sad that I had to lose 37lbs to get to a weight I had to gain 35lbs to get to! Oh well. It's progress for me to get to that weight and I am excited to pass it by!

 

I have been trying to think of what my next mini goal should be. I think the lightest I have been in the past 11 years is 163....which was literally probably 11 years ago because I never got past that post partum after my first pregnancy and that was probably at about 6 weeks post partum. I am going to make 162 my next mini goal which will put me at my lightest since having my first baby 11 years ago! I am very excited to get to this mini goal. It will put me at 52lbs lost and will put me 18lbs from my goal weight of 144 which is what I weighed when I got pregnant with my oldest/married.

 

I have some pictures I am going to post of me at different weights and I will do that soon. Probably in the next few days. Stay tuned!

 This was my plank the other day! I am SO close to my 4 minutes!

 

 Another pants size down. These are Juniors 15's (and they aren't even stretchy ones!)

 

I was in 18's when I started...stretchy 18's at that...and they were super tight! Pretty soon I will have to do some pants shopping. Not my favorite activity...shopping for clothes in general I loathe. Can anyone else relate?

 

30 Pounds G.O.N.E!!!

I haven't updated for a bit. It's busy around my house this time of year! All 3 of my munchkins have birthday's between Thanksgiving and Christmas! Yep...not planned that way, just the way God blessed us :)

 

Despite not blogging I have still been "working on my fitness" Lol. That's a line in a song right? I have no clue. It reminds me of that song "Bringing sexy back" that my sister used to sing NON stop when my oldest was about 5, so then he sang it non stop. Lol. Well...I am determined to do just that :) I have been training for a 5k. My very first one! I have been using the C25k app (couch to 5k program) and so far I like it. I am about a week behind right now because I was really busy last week...but even if I don't finish the 8 weeks of the app I am still going to do the 5k and use it as training for the next one. I am planning on my 1st 5K on January 6th and another in March. I figure as long as I finish this one in January that will be a win for me!

 

I mentioned a while ago that I was doing a "Biggest Loser" challenge. We all paid $20 and whoever lost the highest percentage of weight in 10 weeks won. There were 12 of us participating and we decided on 1st, 2nd and 3rd prizes. After 10 weeks, on December 1st, I finished in 2nd place with a total weight loss of 18.9lbs and a total percentage loss of 9.36%!!! It would have been awesome to have been in first...but hey...I was actually afraid I wouldn't do well since I was heavier starting out (so my percentage would have to be higher to win) and I lost almost 19lbs in 10 weeks!!! That is amazing! So not only did I win my money back...I made $50 and I lost weight, and I feel amazing, and I'm even more motivated to keep up my hard work and get to my goal! Basically even if I ended up in 4th place...I would still be happy since I really just wanted to use the challenge as motivation...so anything above and beyond losing the weight was a bonus :)

 

Ending the challenge brought me to my 30lb lost mark. 31 actually! I now weigh 183. 6lbs away from my next mini goal of 177, which I am still hoping to meet or pass by my birthday in a month. 39lbs from my total loss goal! Almost halfway there! Wow.

 

I took my measurements again and I have lost a surprising amount of inches! It's awesome and crazy and amazing to me how many inches I have lost! 50.5" down!!! You can really tell in this set of comparison pictures.

 

 

 

Last week as we were decorating our tree my hubby was taking pictures of the boys and I putting ornaments on the tree. After we were done he said "hey, you didn't know I took this one but look". I looked at the picture he took and said "Wow". He said "you didn't know how great you looked and how much a difference there really is huh". Well, no not really. I know I look different...and most importantly I FEEL different! It is great to look at pictures and see how much of a difference the work I am doing is making. It motivates me right along with how great I feel. I walk faster, I can run (well lets not get carried away...it's really a slow jog haha) but I can do so much more without getting winded and I love how energized I feel after a nice cardio burn or a short pilates workout.

 

I am so excited to see how much more I can change my body in the next few months. How much stronger will I get?! I love how things I was doing in the beginning of this journey that were a struggle are now easy...or getting easier. I love that I can hold an elbow plank for 03:18 now! My goal is 4 minutes by the end of December!  I will keep this updated on how that is going. If you don't plank...you should! It is such a great exercise. It works so many muscles and it is so versatile. You can change it up and work different parts of your body. Give it a try and let me know how you do!

 

Thank you SO MUCH for all the support and encouragement!!!!! It means a lot to me and I appreciate all the kind words. If you are just finding my blog, please read my first 2 entries for my background story and don't forget to add me on Myfitnesspal...user name is mommie_Tay!

 

Wordless Wednesday {Favorite ab workout besides planking}

12 Weeks + 20 LBS!!!

It's been 12 weeks since I started this journey of losing these rolls!!!

 

I have been doing pretty well. I have been feeling good about my food choices for the most part. I haven't been feeling deprived. I haven't been feeling super hungry. I have logged on Myfitnesspal everything I'm eating...even when I have slipped and eaten a few mallow creme pumpkins (Darn Fall candy!). The key is making sure I still log it so I know how many calories I ate...and trying to make better choices the rest of the day. I haven't slipped up much and eaten a lot of sweets and felt guilty later though...and for me that's progress! I have a hard time after kids go to bed! I have started grabbing a big glass of water to sit and watch whatever show I'm trying to catch up on before bed. It has helped me feel full and not need to munch. Such a bad habit to snack and watch TV! Why do I even have that habit?! Here's to breaking that habit once and for all! Also I have been going to bed earlier...which also curbs the late night snacking. It's hard though...I'm a night owl.

 

Working out has been going well. I have still been hopping on the elliptical for 30-40 minutes a day. Although when I had out of town guests for a week I didn't get on it once! Yikes. I felt a little winded when I started back up. Not really winded, but I was tired by 30 minutes and I hadn't been feeling like that. My exercise goal for the next month is to do 30+ minutes a day on the elliptical and at least 10 minutes of pilates 4 times a week. I found a great workout series called on YouTube called PopPilates. On top of that continuing my strength work out including my planking, push ups, squats and weights.

 

I took all my measurements again the other day when I hit my 20LB loss.

20.4 loss! :)

 

 

I have lost 32 inches overall in 12 weeks! Totally Amazing to me! First off that I had that many inches ready to come off that fast. Second off...I wonder how many inches it will be overall when I reach my big goal!

 

Here are my comparison pictures!

 

It's crazy motivating the huge difference in just 20lbs and 32 inches! I am so excited to see what the difference will be with the next 20lbs!!!

 

 

 I was telling my hubby this morning when I made the collages that I don't feel like I notice that much of a difference. I know I've lost the weight and inches but I don't feel like it looks as dramatic as it does in the pictures. I guess that is just one more reason I didn't really get off my lazy butt and do something about it before I saw pictures of us on vacation and how awful I felt I looked. I have so much more energy. I walk faster. I jog to the school with the stroller because I can without feeling like I'm gonna die! Lol. I feel healthier...but I don't necessarily feel smaller.

 

A few days ago my mother in law told me I needed smaller jeans when we were at my eldest basketball game. They are definitely too big and looked pretty silly. Normally I wear my jeans twice before I wash them. Well I had only had them on for a couple hours and they were falling off as I walked. Lol. I tried on a bunch of jeans 3 weeks ago and my size smaller than when I started were too small. They gave me crazy muffin top. Well I didn't think they would fit yet..but I tried them on again and they fit perfectly! One size smaller than that I couldn't even close to zip up three weeks ago...but I could zip and button them. I had wicked muffin top but in a couple more weeks I will be able to wear them! YAY! I went from wearing maternity jeans still when I started this journey (YA 8 months post partum I was still wearing them!What?!) and 18's were too tight. Now 16's (and junior 17's) fit nicely. They are a little loose in the thigh even...but my big belly gets in the way of going smaller. Awesome c section/fat momma belly hangover. Boo. Hopefully keeping up my weight loss and strength will pull it up more and more. That is my biggest fear is the flap not disappearing. Can any of you other mommas relate? Experience? Did it go away as you lost weight?!!!

 

I am now 193...21lbs down!!! I am almost out of the 190's. Crazy awesome! I can't tell you how excited that makes me. My next short term loss goal is 177. If I continue to lose 1.5 a week like I have been I can be .5lbs past that by my birthday in 11 weeks! I haven't been that weight since 2005/2006!!! Also if I keep up the 1.5lbs a week I could be at or very close to my goal by mid June! Woohoo!

 

Thank you everyone for following my journey and supporting and encouraging me. It means a lot!

 

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Two Months + First Goal = Reached

So, it has been a rough two weeks in my house. Sick cranky two year old. Sick, teething, cranky 9 month old. Neither letting mommy out of their sight...not even to pee! Ya I have been totally slacking on working out and I have been feeling the repercussions. I am tired all day instead of feeling energized. I have been snacking more on the days I haven't worked out.

 

NOT GOOD!!!

 

I gotta get this train back on the tracks! I have been doing so well these first two months with the weight coming off consistently. I want to continue that trend!

 

I did reach a BIG milestone for me this last week! I am at my first goal weight!

HOORAY!!!

 

{Please excuse my ugly toes and blistered feet!}

I am UNDER 200 Pounds!!!!

 

I am not exactly sure when the last time this happened was! I can tell you for sure it was before our third miscarriage in May 2008. I know that after that miscarriage I had to have a DNC and that is when I gained up to 217...right before we moved. It's been at least 4 1/2 years!

 

I have lost 15 lbs! I am so proud of the progress I've made so far! I still have a long way to go but I am doing it! I am SO going to kill this and feel healthy and strong and create new habits for the rest of my life. I will be a better example to my kids and that feels so good. I came across a picture that a friend posted on facebook. It struck me. I have had so many people tell me how brave I am for putting this all out there for everyone to see. Well, that's kind of the reason I started this blog. I needed something to help me hold myself accountable. If I made it a secret I was trying to lose 70lbs  I might lose a little...or I might lose it all, but this way...even though I am on this journey for MYSELF....I wouldn't think twice about eating crap...or gaining back. This way...even if nobody reads this thing...I am holding myself accountable by putting it all in writing. I want to be able to look back and see how far I've come and remember that I don't want to be that 214lb+ person who was weak, uncomfortable and unhappy. I am a work in progress...in so many ways...but I will do it...and how dumb would I look if I just talk about doing it and take no action?!? 

 

 

I also reached my September goal of planking for 3 minutes straight! Holy Moly! It was rough. at the beginning of the month when I started barely over a minute I didn't think there was any way I would make it. I did it though! I was shaking so bad at about 02:45! Now on to trying to get to 5 minutes. HA! It will probably be awhile because it seems I hit a wall right at 3 minutes. I need to try some new distractions.

 

 

So. First weight goal down....on to the next! 177lb here I come!!! 22lb to go!

 

 

"Biggest Loser" Challenge!

Lately I've been doing pretty well. Not so much this week working out with sick kiddos who aren't sleeping...like at all! But I have watched my diet the same way I have been and the loss is still consistent. I'm hoping upping my cardio and strength helps it along even more. If not for weight, at least for inches quicker. Toning up my flab is a huge part of this process, so hopefully with starting the 30 Day Shred again it will really help on that front. 

I am so motivated by my own results in the last 8 weeks. Seeing the progress I've made when I've only just begun to take a dent out of my goal, is still so awesome! Makes me want to work harder and I know I can do this! It will take time...but I will get it done....for good! I decided late last week when a friend asked me if I'd be interested in a "biggest Loser" challenge with some other local moms that I would go ahead and take her up on it. Granted I am probably one of the biggest (if not the biggest) girls in the competition so it might be hard to win based on the fact that I have to lose a lot more to have a higher weight loss percentage. Yes, I have a lot more I need to lose, but I am also trying not to lose more than 1 1/2 lb per week since I am still nursing Miss M and don't want to jeopardize losing my supply. She is more important than my quick weight loss. Plus it's proven that when you lose at a rate 2lb or less a week that it will likely be more permanent than rapid weight loss anyway. Lifestyle change is what I'm keeping in mind...not just weight loss. We started this past Saturday with our first "weigh in" and it will go for 10 weeks through Dec. 1st. If I stick to my 1.5lb a week I will lose another 15lb by the end of this thing. Sweet, right?!

The plan is to be 27lb down by Dec.1st. (Since I was already down 12 before starting) 27 lb in 18 or so weeks. Cross your fingers for me and throw any motivation my way! Maybe I will win this challenge, maybe I won't...but either way it's another extra motivator to keep me going!

P.S. If you are just joining my journey please go back and read my previous entries. Thanks for following along!

Wordless Wednesday {Progress}

10+ Loss Comparison

I was officially 10 lb down last week! 6 weeks and down 10 lb is pretty awesome for me. Since I am nursing miss M and trying not too lose too quickly this has been so great.

I was planning for 1.5 lb a week...but hoping for at least 1. 10 in 6 weeks is one lb more than 1.5 lb a week would have been! I'll take it!

 

I was actually a little frustrated last week because I only lost .2 on my weigh in day. Then later that day I decided to take my measurements all again since I had passed 10 lbs. I was pleasantly surprised that even though I hadn't lost much weight that week I had lost another couple inches! Woohoo! I decided since it was 10 lbs I would do a new set of pics to compare.

 

Looking at the comparisons I feel great. I know I have a lot of work to do...but it's great to see that I really am making progress...even in the small amount of weight I have lost thus far! I am feeling much better in my clothes than I did. A lot of my jeans are way too loose in the thigh (which was almost the case already....they were just too tight in the gut) but they also fall off as I walk because they are too loose at the waist too. :)

 

I have a couple goal goal jeans that are a size smaller that I can put on and zip but I have a pretty wicked muffin top. Hoping to have them fit nicely soon. It's nice to see the progress changing the way my clothes fit. I was wearing maternity jeans still sometimes before I started this journey!!! What?!?! Ya my baby was 7 months old and I was still rocking them. Ha...not! I guess it was fitting considering how pregnant I still looked. At least now I look at least a month less pregnant right?!  

 

 

 

I actually took all my Measurements again this morning too.

 

Here is my progress:

 

WEIGHT: 203.4

Bust: 44               -1 1/2in.

Under Bust: 36    -2in.

Waist: 38             -7 1/2in.

Belly: 43              -6in.

Hips: 44               -3in.

R.Thigh: 26 1/4   -1in.

L. Thigh: 25 1/2   -1 1/2in.

R. Calf: 16 1/2      -1/4in

L. Calf: 16            -1/4in

R. Arm: 14 1/2     +1/2 in.    Gained muscle? Need to work them more for sure.

L. Arm: 14 1/4      +1/4in.

Neck: 14                -1 1/2in.

 

Holy Moly!!!  24 1/2 Inches lost over all! In Just 7 weeks and 11 lbs! Amazing Motivation!!!! I can't wait to see my body keep transforming and to keep feeling better! I am off to reward myself with a new bike :) (I needed a new one anyway...but it will be great exercise too! Two birds one stone!)

 

Thank you all for your encouragement and motivating words! You will never know how much I appreciate that you all believe in me :)

Month One Progress

YES!

I have made progress!

 

More than I was expecting or had hoped for!

 

I was kind of surprised the other day when I decided to take a few measurements because I was feeling a little difference in my midsection and my lovely sister mentioned how much slimmer my face looked and told me "you can see your dimples better" Ha!

 

Well She was right my face has slimmed down...I had noticed but was waiting to see if other people would notice too. I have actually lost 8 lbs since I started! I am still only planning on one to one and a half pounds per week so the 8 lbs this month is definitely motivation.

 

 

I fell off the 30 Day Shred bandwagon after day 2. I was doing it while M was in her swing and it wasn't happening. She screamed the last 10 minutes the first day...making it super hard to concentrate and finish. The second day she screamed for about 15 minutes. Ya. No way I can do that. The plan is to get her sleeping in her crib for her morning nap and doing 30 DS while shes up there. I am going to wait until C starts school next week so we can get back into some sort of routine. For now I am doing my elliptical for 20-25 minutes every morning and then doing strength stuff later during afternoon nap. Planks are my number one challenge right now. I am trying to work towards being able to hold it for 2 minutes! Planks are tough...especially since I'm pretty weak and out of shape. I am trying to get used to some burpees too. Both of those are pretty full body exercises.

 

Since I stopped and didn't do the 30 DS I'm kind of glad I decided to take measurements again so I could have another starting reference for inches lost doing it.

 

Here is what my measurements were the other day. I made a note in my phone.

 

 

I actually measure my neck after this and it has gone from 15 1/2 in. to 14 1/2 in.

 

`YAY for progress! I am very excited for month two progress since I really just started actually working out this last week! How many inches can I lose this month?! :)

 

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SOOO out of Shape & Motivation

Well. I feel like I have been neglecting to keep this as my journal.

But...Kids and family are first.

 

I have been doing well I think. As of Tuesday I have lost 7 lbs. (well, 6.9...but who cares! Lol)

I have 3 lbs until I reach my weight when I got pregnant with E! I have been thinking about some short term big goals I want to set. I think I have some pretty good ones.

 

In June the hubs and I will being going on a vacation...just the two of us....to one of my best friends destination wedding! Fun, exciting, awesome....SCARY! Lol. It is scary for me for more than a few reasons. First off I will be leaving all 3 kids. That will be a tough one. Miss M will only be 18 months. I know that seems plenty old enough...but it will be for a week! That's a long time! I think the boys will do OK...but I am still worried about them too. I have a lot of things to figure out on that front before June...but I have 10 months. Plenty of time for that. 10 Months! It's only 10 months away and I am supposed to be at a beach....in a bathing suit....AHHHH! 

 

It's OK. It's fabulous motivation to get my flabby belly toned and my floppy arms shaped up...and lift my butt where it's supposed to be...and get my thighs trimmed down so I don't get chub rub when I walk down the beach after sitting in the sand with my handsome guy.

 

 

I am actually excited for this challenge. I super excited for my friend who is getting married. I am excited they finally settled on the actual destination (they were having quite a time with it). I am excited to spend time with my friends (we were three amigos pretty much in hs) who we haven't been together in 6 years! I am excited about being a witness to another friends love and commitment to her man (this will be the 6th wedding I have been a bridesmaid in!) Good thing I'm married or I might be on my way to being like that girl in the movie 27 Dresses. Ha!

 

I have to say though. I'm pretty darn excited about a trip with my hubs. We never really had a honeymoon. I mean...we did...ish. But we went to a small little place north of our home town...and that wasn't even the plan. It was nice...and wonderful for the two days we stayed...and we made wonderful memories that we tried to share with C the few times we went there before we moved away. It was just not really a honeymoon like we both would imagine. We say all the time..."why didn't do this...or go here...or there?" We were young, in school, and poor! Now is the time! We have a perfect opportunity while we go to be with a friend to witness their love to celebrate our own! :) We will celebrate our 12th wedding anniversary less than a month before the trip! Perfect timing.

 

Anyway. A little off track...but you can see that I have a little motivation to get things done! I want to look great on the beach with my hubby. I want to get a good chunk of this weight off. I want to tone up and be able to wear a cute suit...not a mommy moomoo. I have 43 weeks! If I lose 1 lb a week I can lose 43 lbs before we leave! YES! I can do it! If I lose 43 lbs before the trip I will weigh 164. I will still have exactly 20 lbs until I reach my goal weight...but 164 by the trip would be fantastic!

 

I figured out some big short term goals this last week.

 

1. Get under 200...199! This has not happened since before our last miscarriage in 2008!
2. Lose 3 inches in my belly measurement! Hoping this will happen in 30 days when I finish my first rotation of the 30 Day Shred.
3. Finish every day of the 30 Day Shred! Today is day 2.
4. Reach 177! Random number I know. This number is significant to me because it is what I weighed the day I delivered C! Yikes! Ridiculous! How in the heck do I weigh 30lbs more today that I did when I delivered C almost 11 years ago??!!! Reality hit me when I was thinking about short term goals. This will be a big one for me. Once I reach this one I will be shopping for a goal swimsuit for the trip!

 

I am thinking I will add more short term goals as I complete these and as I think of more. I'm sure more will come up as I get closer to each goal.

 

 

As mentioned above I started the 30 Day Shred yesterday.

Ya. Um. YUCK! Lol.

I seriously thought I was going to pass out at about 15 minutes. When she said back to 2 minutes of cardio the last time I wanted to throw my 3 lb weight at the TV! HA!

In all honesty though. I made it through. I almost passed out but...I Did It! I can continue to do it because the first day should be the worst and it should be easier from here on out. If I can do it on the day I started...so incredibly out of shape...every day should get better...even if it still makes me feel like passing out...I can finish. I can hang with that crazy woman as she reminds me with every jumping jack, butt kicker, squat, push up, etc. how fat I am and why I need to get through it. It's only 20 minutes. No pain no gain!  I am actually excited to see how much all this sweat and heavy breathing changes my body. It has been way to long since I worked out and I feel good today. Sore, but good. I will keep updating my progress on this. Wish me luck!

 

 



Slow and Sick.

Well. I have been super sick the last week. Nasty cough, bright green phlegm, sore throat, body aches, ect. Blah! Needless to say I have not exercised in that time. I have not been eating bad though...and that is a big thing. I am slowly starting to feel better and hoping to get in some intense cardio this afternoon.

My main goal at the moment is to figure out a routine for getting my cardio in. I guess if I can get a couple 10 minute cardio sessions in a day I will be much better off than getting none at all! Hoping to start getting M napping in her crib upstairs for her morning nap very soon and E can exercise with me during her nap. I think he will get a kick out of jumping around with me. It will be good for both of us. C starts school in a few weeks so we will be back into some sort of routine there too. Planning on walking to and from school...at least until it starts raining too much. I don't want to count the walking as my exercise for the day though. I want to find somewhere to do some drop in classes as well. Maybe Zumba? Water Aerobics? Something! I think I need out of the house kidless for sure. Haha.

I actually lost 4 lbs. since I started. That is pretty good I guess since I am nursing. That's one thing I want to make sure I keep in mind. This WILL be slow. I cannot plan on losing more than 1 1/2 lb a week since I am still nursing. I plan on nursing until she is 2 or until she self weans...so another year and a half or there abouts. Even if I lose 1 lb a week I can still reach my goal in about 18 months. Wow. saying that seems like such a long time! It has crept on and stayed on though and I know it won't magically melt off...especially while doing it healthily and adopting a new lifestyle not fad dieting.

I need to make a few short term loss goals. I will need to think about that for awhile because I want to have a few lined up. My first goal is an easy one though. 

GET BELOW 200!

 Right now I have about 10 lbs until I reach that goal.  I will think on this a little the next few days and post again when I figure some other short term goals out.

Starting Point

OK. Here I go. 

I am at the starting point of this battle to lose these rolls once and for all.

I took my "before" pictures last night and boy is it eye opening looking at a picture of me in all my glory. With tight fitting clothes, not hiding behind my kids, not pulling my shirt just right so it will "hide" my rolls. Ha. Who was I kidding? There is no hiding this!

As hard as it is to look at these pictures and realize that I still look at least 7 months pregnant when my baby is 7 months old...it is a dose of reality.

I am not pregnant and when we were on vacation we stopped for breakfast one morning before getting back on the road and an old lady stopped me with a confused look on her face. She wanted to know how old the baby was. I told her 6 months and the look on her face was very confused. I knew what she was thinking but didn't say. I knew she was thinking she was a little young for me to be so pregnant again already. She looked at my stomach and back at my face twice. I guess looking for confirmation that she was right in her assumption. Sad thing is she was wrong because I'm not...but she definitely had reason to think so looking at how I really look in these pictures.

I guess it's easy to look in the mirror only when I have to. It's easy to look past anything but my hair and face as I put on my makeup. I really don't look into the mirror too often. Like I have a crap ton of time to make myself up every day anyway right? I guess it's not surprising that I chose to ignore the fact that even though I only gained 7 lbs while I was pregnant with Miss M, and was 20 lbs down at my 2 week Postpartum appointment, I haven't lost another pound since! Yikes. How is that possible. Nursing moms lose a ton of weight from just nursing alone right? Nope NOT true. I have never been one to lose while nursing. Even with Cameron before I was this fat. Maybe it has to do with my thyroid being all screwed up and my hormones being out of whack....but even so, It's still normal for mommas to hold onto up to 10 lbs of baby weight until they wean their babes. Well, I definitely seem to tend to hold onto about 8 lbs on average for each babe. Just another excuse, right?!

I'm done making excuses.

I'm done trying to hide.

I'm done being the fat mom.

I'm done being the fat wife.

I'm done being the fat friend.

I'm done feeling like crap.

I'm done being out of shape.

I'm done not being able to fit into any of my clothes.

I DESERVE TO FEEL BETTER!

MY KIDS DESERVE A BETTER MOM!

MY HUSBAND DESERVES A BETTER WIFE!

I WILL GET TO MY GOAL!

I WILL BE HAPPY WITH HOW I LOOK AGAIN!

I WILL BE HEALTHY!

I WILL BE A GOOD EXAMPLE TO MY KIDS!

I AM READY!

I CAN DO THIS!

GOALS:

Lose 70 Pounds

Sleep more (Be in bed by 10)

Eat healthy

Pay attention to portion sizes

Count calories (every single one!)

Keep food diary (log with myfitnesspal)

No added sugars

No soda

Exercise daily (at least 30 minutes)

Find an outdoor exercise activity that I love.

RUN (not walk) a 5k.

Drink enough water

Make sure to keep an eye on milk supply for Miss M

Get my thyroid under control with diet rather than changing medicine dosage

Journal weekly here

Keep track of progress with monthly pictures.

I have taken a ton of measurements because I plan on losing a ton of inches...and I want to see how these change. Some of the measurements are probably not normal ones people take...but I am curious.

STARTING MEASUREMENTS

Weight:214 (Ya that's a dose of reality right there too! Exactly 70 lbs heavier than when I got pregnant with Cameron)

Bust: 45 1/2 in.

Under Bust: 38 in.

Waist: 45 1/2 in.

Belly: 48 in.

Hips: 47 in.

R. Thigh: 27 1/4 in.

L. Thigh: 27 in.

R. calf: 16 3/4 in.

L. calf: 16 1/4 in.

R. arm: 14 in.

L. arm: 14 in.

Neck: 15 1/2 in.

Let's Get it Started!

OK. So, I originally "started" this blog right before we found out little miss M was on the way. I was wanting to get myself on track and keep myself honest and get myself healthy. Well, the same is still true today and now that miss M is 7 months old, I am ready to get this "show" on the road!

I plan to use this as documentation of how things are going, a food journal, exercise journal, progress journal...and hopefully eventually inspiration as I lose, tone, and see how far I've come.

 I am ,FAT, UNCOMFORTABLE, FRUSTRATED, and SO ready to be the opposite of all of these.

I plan on "baring" it all here with weight, measurements, and even pictures(YIKES!).

It WON'T be pretty!!!

I can guarantee that.

But, I have to start somewhere, and posting my fat pictures and putting it all out there for the "world" to see will help me stick with it because people will be waiting to see my progress.

Feel free to follow my journey and laugh, cry, and sweat along with me if you like.

P.S. If you have any tips for a nursing momma on keeping milk supply up, and still cutting calories, and sweating my butt (literally) off, by all means...Please Share!!!

Let the journey begin!